I wanna feel it. Just had to strengthen my resolve. The cycle has begun. And now there's no stopping it till it's run its course. I feel more determined than I have in a while. Getting my life back on track? At least getting it to a place where I can feel happy and accomplished. The thing about me is that I can't leave things open-ended. I've never been able to. It's a character flaw maybe. I have to have closure. Everything needs a definitive beginning, middle, and end. It's why I was always so good at essay writing. Introduction, Defense 1, Defense 2, Defense 3, Summary. There's no room for interpretation. It is what it is. I'm defining schedules for myself. I'm not allowing myself to deviate from them. Set goals and attain them. Do or do not (there is no try).
Game.
Set.
Match.
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